Reminisce Of the Past

2011-03-04T16:23:00.001+08:00

Today is the worst day of my life , Baby used her friend's phone and text me "Asyikin here, I'm sorry but we can no longer be together, I think it's better that we just break up." I replied but to no avail . Now I just can't help but feel that I'm not good enough for you . I really don't wanna talk about it anymore , if not I will break into tears typing . I really love you , Baby , maybe I shouldn't even call you that anymore ;(( I hope you take good care of yourself and study hard , Asyikin . Take care
I really need you now but I know that won't happen ;((

2011-01-22T02:09:00.003+08:00

This is how I feel when I'm in your arms , Happy Third Monthsary Baby❤
❤❤DAsyikinCKK Always❤❤

I'm dedicating this post to my BESTEST and MOST AWESOMIEST Baby ((: Thanks for all the PRECIOUS MOMENTS you spent with me , I will ALWAYS REMEMBER THEM . You know I LOVE YOU . don't you ? With all my HEART . Because of YOU , half of the time didn't even knew I am SMILING :DD You're the one that's constantly going through my MIND the WHOLE DAY . I MISS you like CRAZY if though we got to meet up today . I love EVERYTIME YOU KISS MY LIPS . I love it when you whisper in my ear saying I love you and I would say I love you too ((: Getting to meet you is the highlight of the day ((: I love the smell of your hair . It's so ADDICTIVE , you're are my DRUG ❤ I'm used to fetching you everyday ((: You are the sweetest thing I have ever tasted . I love it when our lips lock . I love holding your hand and kiss it . I love pressing your tickle button . I love kissing your forehead . I love just staring at you , I can stare at you for the whole day and not get bored , because you are just too mezmerizing *melts* You are BEAUTIFUL IN MY EYES ((: You're the BESTEST thing thats ever been mine . I freaking miss you uh , I wish you were here with me right now , so that I could hug you and tell you how much I love you uh . I'll NEVER let you go , you are my other half , you COMPLETE ME . You never fail to always make my day . You are the person I had always thinking of before I go to sleep . Once I wake up , I will think of you immediately and smile to myself like a retard ((: I love you just the way you are ❤ I love Siti Nur Asyikin ❤

XOXO ,
D'Boo

2011-01-16T21:17:00.006+08:00

You are my Down to Earth special little lady, the one that drives me crazy, my Favourite Girl.

Gonna update my bloggy for my dearest most awesometastic A♥Baby . For first month , me and A♥Baby went to engrave our rings then A♥Baby and I went to Coffee Bean to buy Pure Double Chocolate , A♥Baby introduced the drink to me and I love it but I love her even even even even even even more more more more more . After that we head to take Neoprint at Cineleisure , the neoprint was super awesome uh cause there's her in it ((: Aftermath , I brought A♥Baby to Marina Barrage , it was Baby's first time there :D We snapped photo's(photo are all below). I love her super duper much :D She the bestest that's ever been mine :D I LOVE SITI NUR ASYIKIN TO INFINITY AND BEYOND ! She mean the whole world to me (: DAsyikinCKK♥ALWAYS*open eyes big big and look at baby and give her a kiss on her lips*

2011-01-15T17:16:00.003+08:00

Its been a long time since I last posted . I have like so much to say , okay here goes . I love Siti Nur Asyikin Bte Abdul HAfiz . She's the BESTEST , most awesomeiest girl :D I been with her for 2 months , next saturday is gonna be our 3rd monthsary . Everything I experience with her is so so fantabulous . I'm super duper uber LUCKY to have her :D I still kept all the messages from our first and second months :D From the first day , I saw her waiting for me at the busstop , she's so cute :D I love her , only her :D I love that we drank Koi together , ate breakfast together , drank Pure double chocolate together , drank Milo Milk tea together :D So many precious moments together :D I love to fetch her after school and after her CCA , she is someone worth loving and someone worth waiting for <3 DAsyikinCKK<3

2010-08-25T20:23:00.004+08:00

Last saturday on the 15th Laurel , Wan , Shuyi , JooTong , Syahiir , Anli , Eileen & I , celebrated Eileen's birthday at Shuyi's house by eating steamboat . Woke up at 11.30 den straight went down to Shuyi's place , went to Sheng Siong to buy all the ingredients for the steamboat . We prepared everything by 4pm , den boring mah , so headed over to Huda's place and chatted with PingPing and Huda , they were watching the YOG game . After that at 5pm went back to Shuyi's place because Eileen is coming , den we eat the steamboat , before eating the steamboat , so funny lo . Eileen said we need to ask everyone to eat starting with the youngest to the oldest . I was the youngest , so I have to say , Syahiir eat , Anli eat , Laurel eat , Eileen eat , Wan eat , Shuyi eat , Jootong eat . Then the next youngest person hafta continue , without calling (the youngest to eat)me to eat , and so on and so forth . Den after eating we played two games . Both was super fun . Then headed back to Shuyi's room to play Uno . Loser has to sing a song , and guess what ? Shuyi lost . So here is her song . Super hilarious to the max !*saying in a scarstic way* I think Shuyi should join Singapore Idol !

2010-08-18T16:12:00.005+08:00

Went to watch Street Dance on Friday the 13th , At Gv Plaza Singapura , The movie is absolutely AWESOME , I love it to the max . Better go watch you all .

2010-08-18T02:49:00.003+08:00

Went to watch Salt with Huda , Huiping , Siva & Arvind on National Day , Met at CityHall , den headed over to Marina Square to have our lunch at BurgerKing , saw so many familiar faces such as Azri , Azree , Taufiq , Nasirah , Simah & Aishah outside the GV Cinema . Saw Nayli and her frens outside McDonald , then at around 7pm we went outside Marina Square , it was eff-ing packed like sardines in a can . We sat at a corner to play Truth or Dare , but we changed the game to truth only & the topic was about Ehem-Ehem , so its confidential and no one will ever know 'bout it , I hope . After the fireworks as we were still playing the truth game , we saw Haslim , Hidayat & Shafeeq . They wanted to go and eat , so we followed and after they bought their KFC , we went outside Marina Square at the grasspatch area outside the McDonald's and slacked there . We were just goofing around till two groups of MATREPS fighting , it was like suddenly a minute everyone was talking den BOOM ! Fight started , then got lots of KPOs , went to see . Even Haslim also wanna go and watch . Chao at around 10.10pm . Sent Huda home and went home after that as 11.00pm is the start of Hungry Ghost Festival . Update soon ^^v

2010-08-08T15:38:00.005+08:00

Had loads of fun during chalet , had many talks with old frens (: Went there at about 4 den talk with huiping , huda and jonathan . Den headed out to the beach with huda and huiping and talked on top of a rock formation for about an hour den headed back to cause BBQ started , den aftermath talk talk , play play , den drink drink , den headed home at 3am .

2010-08-08T15:08:00.002+08:00

Watched tekken at Plaza Singapura two weeks ago with Jootong , wasnt as nice as i expected , rate it 2/5 . And went to siva's birthday the following day . Continue on next post .

2010-07-26T20:37:00.002+08:00

Watched this at iLuma , super nice sey (: Next movie is gonna be Tekken ! Woohoo ! Siva's Birthday this saturday . Gonna go and celebrate with him at his chalet .

2010-07-18T15:04:00.004+08:00

Watched Inception yesterday with Jootong at iLuma , the movie was AWESOME ! So cool to dream , and a dream in a dream , and a dream inside a dream inside another dream , effing cool y'know . Better go watched uh . And Oh ya , I saw Irna and Batrisyia . Didn't recognize Irna at first , she look so different , till I sure Batrisyia den I know . Watched The Killers too on Funshion , oso nice (: Haha , okay till here . Next stop , The Sorcerer's Apprentice , here I come .

2010-07-16T13:11:00.004+08:00

Watched Predators last saturday with Joo Tong . The movie was okay , Rate it 2/5 . The ending sucks to the max ! Anyway , I lost contact with my primary school best fren long ago and guess what ? His now in the same ITE as me , ROR ! Saw him yesterday . Watched Date Night yesterday night at home , The movie is cool (:
Shut your vagina , HAHAAHA ! Hilarious sia ! Gonna go watch Inception tomorrow . Now every Saturday is my official movie day !

2010-07-09T14:46:00.001+08:00

MY FAVOURITE SONG (:

2010-07-04T21:36:00.002+08:00

Yesterday , watched Eclipse , it was totally AWESOME to the max ! RATE 5/5 , everyone go watch it ! Super duper fanstatic movie (: Tomorrow's the start of school for me , anyway I got GPA 4 for me first sem & I'm proud of myself (: HAHAHAHA ! Sayonara people !

2010-06-29T22:34:00.004+08:00

I'd watched Toy Story 3 at home , it was a nice and touching story , like seriously . I would definitely recommend this movie to everyone , so you'd better go watched it yeah (: And so currently im watching a new teevee series called Vampire Dairies , its an awesome teevee show , and kinda like Twilight & Ohya , I'd almost forgot , gonna go watch Eclipse with my peeps this Saturday (: Okay till here , BBS !

2010-06-18T19:21:00.002+08:00

Just finshed watching gLee ! Best teevee show like ever ! Any of you that love to watch shows like High School Musical 1 2 3 , this is an absolute must watch for you guys ! Just by listening to the first song on my playlist and you are sure to love it (:

2010-06-16T20:55:00.003+08:00

These are what I ate at "Raindrops" beside Cineleisure with Anli , Laurel , Shuyi & Eileen . Had loads of laughs with them , I'd an awesome day (: Let's go out again some other time(:
I hate INSOMNIA not because it doesn't put me to sleep but make me reminiscing memories which i can't bring back .

2010-06-11T22:50:00.003+08:00

'It's like Star Wars , you're the Yoda and I'm like the Jedi'

Went to watched Karate Kid with Jootong , Damien , Jiemin , Patrick , Susin . The movie was so god damn nice lo , like seriously ! Never regretted watching sia , everyone who hasn't watch it , GO AND WATCHED IT ! Gonna go out with Eileen , Peiyi & Shuyi they all on Tuesday to Town , like finally we are going to meet after a year , I miss you guys and all the stupid yet hilarious things we did together (:

No matter how manys times you fall in life , just get back up ^^b

2010-05-26T23:41:00.004+08:00

Just love bright colours TTM !

Exams & holidays next week , Wish me luck ^^b
& I'm so CRAZEE(: lately cause some Giler passed her craziness to me lo XD
Anyway . I wanna watch Prince of Persia , The Losers , Once a Gangster , The A-Team , The Karate Kid , anyone wanna watch it with me ? Hee =X

2010-05-23T21:59:00.001+08:00

This is such an inspirational video & seriously TREASURE what you have !

2010-05-23T02:40:00.003+08:00

Today I went to Suntec with Huda , Huiping & Siva to watch The Last Song . The movie was Awesome and Touching ! A gurantee must watch for people who haven't watch ! We watched the movie at 12.45pm and end around 3pm den we headed to eat Long John Silver . While we were eating LJS we laugh like hell lo , all because of Siva . HAHAHAHAHAHAHA XD By the way , Siva seriously laugh like a girl sia , so funny lo . Then after that we headed to Esplanade & slack , we talked about loads of stuff . We all went home at around 6pm . I'd a fun day today , gonna go out with the Usuals again soon (:

Anyway , watched this nice cover of Do You Remember.

2010-04-26T22:20:00.001+08:00

Currently my favourite song (:

2010-04-03T03:45:00.004+08:00

31st March
Went out with Huda , met her at Paya Lebar MRT at 4.45pm den trained down to City Hall and headed to Marina Square . We were deciding whether to watch When In Rome or Kidnapper , so I said "Okay , you choose one , I choose one den we scissors paper stone , HAHA ! " In the end , I won ;D and we watched Kidnapper . Bought the tickets for 7.00pm but its was like still 5.55pm , so we went to eat as we were famish . We ate Burger King after we ate it was like only 6.15pm , so we both use our Ipod Touch and played . Den Huda challenged me to Tap Tap Revenge 3 & again I won ! Muahahahahahaha ! After dat bought popcorn and went in . Movie ended at 8.40pm and I'll rate Kidnapper 4/5 . After the movie , accompanied Huda to buy her necessities at Watson . Aftermath , we then train back to Paya Lebar & went to Haig Road KFC to had a drink & had a HTHT(Heart to Heart Talk) with her , chatted bout loads of stuff till 11.00pm and den sent her home and bussed home . Overall , I had an AWESOME day =D
Gonna go out again on Monday to catch a movie again as I love watching movies ! HAHA !

2nd April
Went out with Jootong and Hanru to Plaza Singapura to watch How To Train Your Dragon 3D but the ticket were sold out . DAMN ! Decided to watch Ju-on but it was also sold out too , so we three were like discussing what movie to watch den the counter lady asked us to stand one side and let the next person queueing to buy first , I said "WHAT ?" super load and stared at her , she didnt have the guts to say it at my face again , HAHAHA ! Not happy say it to my face . So den we chose to watched The Book of Eli & I rate it 4/5 . After the movie , we headed back to 64 , and slack . After slacking about 2 hours , I den noticed I'd lost my wallet , I was like damn pissed off , kept on scolding "F*CK" all the way & I got a feeling that I'd dropped it in the bus . So Jootong and I immediately took 65 to Tampines Interchange to check whether it had been found . Luckily , it was there . Woohoo ! I was so GOD DAMN HAPPY , as I'd found my wallet. it holds lots of my precious memories that I dare not want to lose . Thank god no one took my wallet & thank you Mr.Bus driver (:
I already had a scary day , its already 4.29am & I aint sleeping .
Gonna snooze now , Adios readers (: !

2010-03-22T00:18:00.003+08:00

Sunday , went out with Shuyi to watch Being Human , we met 1.30pm at Paya Lebar MRT , den trained down to Somerset , went Cineleisure and bought the tickets at 2.25pm and the movie started at 3.10pm so we went to the arcade , den Shuyi said she wanted to take neoprint , I was like "Huh?! Ahnah2 , okay la" . Aftermath we bought popcorn and went in , movie till 5+ . Den went to walk2 , suddenly it rain , so we decided to go home , we waited at the busstop very long , cause I was like waiting for her bus to come den I go , den my bus came twice already , hers came once , due to the crowdedness we waited for one more bus , den she told me , she wanted to take cab , I was like =_=''' . Den she accompany me wait for my bus to come den bused home . Okay , till here readers , Sleep well & My holidays just started , Yipee (:

2010-03-21T23:12:00.005+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YEO CHIN GEK A.K.A Smallbear

Celebrated Smallbear's birthday on the 20th March , we all met at 7pm & headed to Cineleisure to watch Kidnapper , but in the end dun have the time slot we wanted , thus we head to Far East Plaza's KFC to eat , aftermath we head back to 64 as we were planning to surprize Smallbear with the cake . HAHA , den we sang birthday song , and headed back to slack , dere were 25 people in total , den someone started the cake fight , luckily I already expected it was gonna happen and sat further away from the rest "Suddenly , BOOM! someone face kena cake den all run , HAHA!" I quickly ran up to the second storey . Super safe , I was like "Phew , Heng ar!" . Den went home & changed and went to eat prata at Macpherson lane , SuSin and WeiLun busted sia , they go tell the uncle "Uncle , I want One egg , One plain & One PORK " we all laughed like hell ! HAHAHA ! Den after eating went to slack near at the Big Drain dere , all the way till 6am in the morning den ciao . Till here den =D

2010-03-18T00:34:00.007+08:00

Well , Tuesday had school from 1pm-5pm , luckily teacher never come , so had lesson for 1 hour only . Den rushed home caused going to watch Being Human Being , reached home faster changed now rushed to MacPherson Secondary School bus-stop . There were Patrick , Smallbear , Izwan , Fridaus , MunHou , WeiLun , JunYi , SuSin & Mommad(Dunno how to spell). Took bus to Paya Lebar MRT , den trained down to Dhouby Ghaut . They said we going to Plaza Singapura , den went to Arcade and play , after awhile went to eat KFC , as we were all famish . Haha , we all ate the same thing sia , All eat Ultimate Value Box , den change whip potato into cheese fries , HAHAHAHA ! The funny thing is that we all go stare at Izwan when he eating , he so paisey dat he dun dare makan , HAHAHAHA ! We den went to buy the tickets , suddenly they all said that they want watch Alice in Wonderland , I was like "I OBJECT!". It is because I Friday going to watch with Shuyi , den I faster call her , she said "Its okay and we go out on Sunday watch Being Human Being , I was like Lol? Okay lo ." We watch the movie from 7.15 till 9.15 . Overall I think Alic in Wonderland was okay & the twins are cute , HAHAHA ! I rate it 4/5 . We den went back to 64 and slack from 10pm till 4am in the morning as I had lesson on Wednesdays at 3 the following day . Had loads of fun (: !
Gonna go out on Friday with them again to watch Kidnapper, YEAH !
Sunday go out with Shuyi watch Being Human Being .
Alrightey , till here den . Cheerios !

2010-03-15T17:38:00.014+08:00

Enjoy this freaking video of Lady Gaga turning Beyoncè into a freak !
Yesterday , Patrick , Tianhong , Smallbear , Sharem & I went to Suntec City for IT fair cause Patrick wanted to buy Iphone , first we met at Smallbear house at 2.30pm den suddenly it rain like hell sia , run over to the busstop and was soaking wet den bus to Paya Lebar den trained down to City Hall , went to Marina Square to makan first , cause all of us were hungry , haven't eaten since morning , we ate FoodCourt . After dat , I remembered Huda Cupcake told me dat she was working at Puma . So I went to see if she was working , and yeah , she was there . It was like ages since I last saw her , She was serving customer , yet I like didnt care about the customer and shouted "HUDA!" . She turned and ran towards me and gave me a hug . HAHAHA ! Miss her lots sia ! Gonna go out with her soon , during March Holidays yeah ?! Anyway , Patrick , Tianhong & Sharem went to buy the Iphone , I on the other hand , followed Smallbear shopping , HAHA ! We went to Fourskin , The Wallet Shop & lastly MANGO , she bought two tanktop and a MANGO watch . Do you know what's the most hilarious thing of all ? It was that after all the shopping with Smallbear , The rest of the guys came back empty handed , They never bought the Iphone , I was like thinking in my head "Lol? Today go out is to follow Smallbear go shopping! HAHAHA (:"
And yeah , I saw Laurel & Wan Fazlie too , hope y'all are doing great yeah ?!
Then went back to 64 , ate and went home sleep cause Monday got school mah .
Tomorrow going out with Izwan , Sharem , Patrick they all go watch Being Human Being , Woohoo !
Friday , going out with Shuyi , Jootong & Laurel to watch Alice in Wonderland ! But Laurel not confirm yet , hope she's going , wanna catch up with y'all . Miss Shuyi , Laurel & Eileen many many !
Okay people , till here =D

2010-03-01T23:52:00.007+08:00

Hola people ,
School was super duper boring today , almost fell asleep during Theory lesson . After school , went home bathe changed and met at SmallBear's house , then went to Cineleisure with SmallBear , Damien , Jiemin , JunDong , Kenneth , WeiGuang & Bernard at about 5pm . Arcade , Ate & Slack till the movie about to start . Caught Dear John at 7.15 , the show ended at about 9.45 . Went to Somerset 313 to have a browse through of the new shopping mall . Den took bus back to 64 , slack at shelter for awhile & went home . I rate the movie 4/5 .

It's a full moon tonight ,
No matter where you are in the world ,
It's never bigger than your thumb ^^b

2009-12-31T09:08:00.002+08:00

THIS IS A MUST WATCH !!!!

'It's like Star Wars , you're the Yoda and I'm like the Jedi'

And , Oh Yeah , I'd almost forgot , Fuck all you people out there & Chao Ho Sai Mother Fuckers ^_^v

2009-12-29T02:48:00.006+08:00

Running to the sea because I knew I was going to be thrown into the sea by this three guys FYI the clock's just struck twelve and its my Birthday thats why .
Going to get thrown , IT SUCKS !

Its been eff-ing long since I last blogged , so many things happened from 12 Dec-28Dec like My B'dae at East Coast Park , Getting thrown into the sea , Ate my b'dae cake , Celebrated X'mas eve by watching two midnight movies Sherlock Hormes & Alvin and the Chipmunks 2 , Party at my crib on X'mas, People were drunk and people vomitted , Got my N level results , Got into Simei ITE , got into Nitec Electronics and etc etc . I'll leave it to the pictures to explain . I'd loads of joyful , saddening , bizzare , heartaching moments this year of 2009 & I hope 2010 would be a blast for me . Hehe XD

So yeah ! Fuck all you people out there & Chao Ho Sai Mother Fuckers ^_^v

2009-12-02T22:11:00.007+08:00

Rated 4/5

Went to Paya Lebar MRT to meet SSY
MRT to Dhoby Ghaut
Bought Tickets to 2012
Watched movie 2.50~5.30
Went Plaza Singapura walk walk
Had Swensen for dinner
Sent SSY home
HOME

Short and Sweet , lazy to type uh , okay till here den ;D

2009-12-01T19:51:00.003+08:00

So , caught midnight movie "New Moon" @ Tampines with 64 and co .
Movie was alright though and Werewolves are way superior than Vampires =D

2009-11-24T14:48:00.003+08:00

Went to Jurong East Swimming Pool on e 21st , Went out with Relatives to eat Suki Sushi on e 22nd ,
Celebrated Nisa's Birthday at East Coast on e 23rd , Had loads of fun the few days .

2009-11-14T14:10:00.004+08:00

Glamorous !

Stand Up Prom '09

Had Prom Night yesterday , from 6pm to 11pm , was alright though .
There are more photos that I haven't got from my frens , upload it next time .
Okay la , I dunno wad to type already till here den (:

2009-11-04T22:04:00.003+08:00

Went to Changi Airport to send off JooHoe(The one wearing the green shirt) for his Sec 3 South Korea trip on the 24th of October . Sorry for the late update , me very lazy to update uh =X . Anyway , Happy Holidays Everyone ! Till here , Bye Readers !

2009-10-18T05:51:00.000+08:00

Went to Cine leisure & caught Surrogates , the movie was alright , but the ending was boring , ate Pastamania for lunch , Camwhored & went home after that .

2009-09-22T23:29:00.001+08:00

Went Cineleisure to watch The Ugly Truth yesterday . Quite an alright movie though . I am waiting for Meatballs to be out ! Lets watch it together soon cliques :D Pastamania for lunch & of course, we camwhoreed . I'll leave the rest of the talking to the pictures .

2009-09-15T15:27:00.003+08:00

Turn up the music
Let´s get out on the floor
I like to move it
Come and give me some more

Watch me getting physical
Out of control(Ahuh)
Theres people watching me(Ahuh)
I never miss a beat

Steel the night kill the lights
Feel it under your skin
Time is right keep it tight
Cause its pulling you in
Pump it up cant stop
Cause it feels like an overdose
(Feels like an overdose)

(Oh,Oh)
Evacuate the dancefloor

(Oh,Oh)
Im infected by the sound
(Oh,Oh)
Stop this beat is killing me
Hey little DJ let the music take me underground

(Oh,Oh)
Evacuate the dancefloor
(Oh,Oh)
Im infected by the sound
(Oh,Oh)
Stop this beat is killing me
Hey little DJ come burn this place right down to the ground

My bodys aching
Thats some overload
Temperatures rising
Im about to explode
Watch me Im intoxicated
Taking the show
It`s got me hypnotized
Everybody step aside

Steal the night kill the lights
Feel it under your skin
Time is right keep it tight
Cause its pulling you in
Pump it up cant stop
Cause it feels like an overdose
(feels like an overdose)

(Oh,Oh,)
Evacuate the dancefloor
(Oh,Oh)
Im infected by the sound
(Oh,Oh)
Stop this beat is killing me
Hey little DJ let the music take me underground

(Oh,Oh)
Evacuate the dancefloor
(Oh,Oh)
Im infected by the sound
(Oh,Oh)
Stop this beat is killing me
Hey little DJ come burn this place right to the ground

Come on and evacuate
Feel the club is heating up
Move on and accelerate
Push it to the top

Come on and evacuate
Feel the club is heating up
Move on and accelerate
You don't have to be afraid

Now guess whos back on a brand new track?
They got everybody in the club going mad
So everybody in the back
Get your back up on the wall and just shake that thang

Go crazy
Yo lady
Yo baby
Let me see sou wreck that thang
Now drop it down low low
Let me see you take it to the dancefloor Yo

(Everybody in the club)
Evacuate the dancefloor
(Everybody in the club)
Im infected by the sound
(Everybody in the club)
Stop this beat is killing me
Hey little DJ let the music take me underground

Evacuate the dancefloor
Im infected by the sound
Stop this beat is killing me
Hey little DJ let the music take me underground

Evacuate the dancefloor
Im infected by the sound
Stop this beat is killing me
Hey little DJ come burn this place right down to the ground

2009-09-14T17:56:00.002+08:00

You're everything I thought you never were
And nothing like I thou could've been
But still you live inside of me
So tell me how is that?

You're the only one I wish I could forget
The only one Id love to not forgive
And though you break my heart, you're the only one
And though there are times when I hate you
Cause I cant erase
The times that you hurt me
And put tears on my face
And even now while I hate you
It pains me to say
I know Ill be there at the end of the day

I don't wanna be without you babe
I don't want a broken heart
Don't wanna take a breath with out you babe
I don't wanna play that part
I know that I love you
But let me just say
I don't want to love you in no kind of way no no
I don't want a broken heart
And I don't wanna play the broken-hearted girlNo...No
No broken-hearted girl
I'm no broken-hearted girl

Something that I feel I need to say
But up to now Ive always been afraid
That you would never come around
And still I want to put this out
You say you've got the most respect for me
But sometimes I feel you're not deserving me
And still you're in my heart
But you're the only one and yes
There are times when I hate you
But I don't complain
Cause Ive been afraid that you would've walk away
Oh but now I don't hate you
I'm happy to say
That I will be there at the end of the day

I don't wanna be without you babe
I don't want a broken heart
Don't wanna take breath with out you babe
I don't wanna play that part
I know that I love you
But let me just say
I don't want to love you in no kind of way no no
I don't want a broken heart
And I don't wanna play the broken-hearted girl...NoNo
No broken-hearted girl

Now Im at a place I thought Id never be ,Oh
Im living in a world thats all about you and me , Yeah
Ain't gotta be afraid my broken heart is free
To spread my wings and fly away
Away With You
yeah yeah yeah, ohh ohh ohh

I don't wanna be without my baby
I don't wanna a broken heart
Don't want to take a breath with out my baby
I don't wanna play that part
I know that I love you
But let me just say
I don't want to love you in no kind of way..No..No
I don't want a broken heart
I don't wanna play the broken-hearted girl..No..No..
No broken-hearted girl
Broken-hearted girl NoNo
No broken-hearted girl
No broken-hearted girl

2009-09-11T17:28:00.000+08:00

Nice movie introduce by Sha .

Anyway , holidays boring sia , never go out .

Thinking of going to bazaar soon with Shuyi .

Oh well , The first wave of 'N' Level is done & now have to focus on the next four subjects .

Which is Physic , Biology , Mathematics & Dnt .

I hope i can go to Sec 5 next year .

Okay , Ahtard will end here . Bye Readers =)

2009-08-31T17:53:00.001+08:00

2009-08-29T13:14:00.001+08:00

Yesterday after school , the seven of us , Anli , Eileen , Laurel , Shuyi , Sandy , Winston , Zhi hui & me went to Vivocity to eat Swensen to celebrate Anli advanced birthday , During the journey to vivo was boring , sleepy & hungry . I ate Fish & Chips , it was delicous , Yummy ! Winston left early , After that headed to SkyPark to slack , the girls were Cam-whoring while Zh & I were sleeping . haha , den I went to play water as I was bored . Went home after that , bused 30 and home .
Okay Batrisyia , i updated already kay . Till here readers , Bye !

2009-08-26T18:58:00.005+08:00

Last time we talked , the night that I walked , Burns like an iron in the back of my mind .

So Eileen won me in biology , she got 43/50 , she got top in class , haha . treat her drink milo .

Today seems as usual , VE learn about cyberwellness , read paper on how people got cyber bullied , PE learn cassonova . Feeling so lazy to continue already , nothing much to post about anyway , i think im stopping here .

Hmm , anyways my Doom's Day is approaching soon in 2 weeks or so , gonna start studying on my weaker subjects , especially my Combined Humanities & Mathematics . Gotta go to write my compostition now , Bye readers .

It's hard to believe that a man with sight , could be so blind .

Thinkin bout the better times , I must've been outta my mind .

2009-08-25T18:57:00.000+08:00

Watch this trailer =)

2009-08-21T17:04:00.001+08:00

Today school was fine , only check papers for Prelim .

I was SUPER HYPER during PE Lesson , we did dancing . I jump untill SIAO :)

One-Two-Three-Four-Open-Close-Open-Close-Up-Up-Kick-Step-Step-Step .

Anyway here are my results for my Prelim that I received already .

English Paper Two - 47/80

Science Physics Paper 1 (MCQ) - 11/20

Science Physics Paper 2 - 15/30

Science Biology Paper 1 (MCQ) - 14/20

Design & Technology - 18/70

Social Studies - 15/50

Haha , Im gonna need to buck up my D&T and Combined Humanities or else Im going to flunk again .

I wanna know my marks for my Biology paper 2 , So that EileenLow:} can treat me drink . haha =D

But I got a feeling i will get lower than EileenLow:} If I get lower I need to treat her drink =X

Okay thats all readers & I hope you all do well for your N-Levels too !

2009-08-10T23:49:00.004+08:00

Today went to Bugis to eat Sakae Sushi . Yummy !
After that went to buy havanias then dun have size den decided to go the one at suntec dere see got anot den at there oso dun have . Then decided to go watch movie at Marina Square . Watched G.I.Joe the movie was AWESOME . Rate it 5/5 . sure got part two one lo . so nice that i wan to watch again sia . haha . den went home after that . now tired and im down with sore eyes . my eyes super red like monster and tear keep coming . haiz . nite nite all .

2009-08-09T00:00:00.007+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LAUREL !
We went to Marina Barrage celebrating her birthday .
Firstly , we met at Paya Lebar MRT Station , they say dun late den they ownself late .
then headed to Marina Barrage , we had picnic : eat agar2 , play poker , camwhored , eat birthday cake , eat dessert . All the way from 3pm to 8pm . haha . i enjoyed it very much =)
After that went to Marina Square to look at newurbanmale , den went to suntec city walk2
after that headed home . now here typing . haha
Tired already , going sleep . Nite nite readers .

When am I going to recieve your message
Hope it will be soon:)

2009-08-07T16:45:00.001+08:00

Today was okay , National Day Celebration was abore . The gift was a stupid Highlighter , went off at 10.40 on the dot . Went bbt den went home . After that went to play badminton with Ben at 12.30 . Super Fun . Now at home , bored again . going to eat now . cya readers =D

2009-08-06T18:48:00.001+08:00

Life has been an endless circle of boredom for me nowadays , everyday repeating the same things over and over again . Sick of it already . Haiz . Anyway tomorrow's National Day Celebration , Half day only :D , not intending to wear red . The next paper on Wednesday is English Paper 2 and Geography , going to flunk my geog again , i guess =( .

2009-08-02T20:36:00.002+08:00

Taken from Smallbear's blog , as i felt that it has meaning =D

I am a memory, waiting to be forgotten.
I am a photograph that has begun to fade.
I am the stars that always vanish.
I am the night that melts into day.

I am the wind, that one day, will settle.
I am the sun, that one day, won't shine.
I am the present, without a tomorrow.
I am a flaw, and a waste of your time.

I am a product of my predecessors.
A stain of blood upon their clean cheeks.
I am a mute child with an answer
To why the wind howls and why the lark sings.

I am the rain, waiting to dry up.
I am a dream, about to shatter.
I am a heart that is already broken.
I am a life, that no longer matters.

I am a flower, that one day will wither.
I am the hope, that soon will be lost.
I am the summer that melts into winter.
I am a snowflake, ephemeral frost.

I am the rest given to those that are weary,
A song to be sung when the sea is asleep.
I am a maiden hidden in her own mind,
With many things to say and many secrets to keep.

I am the yesterday, that's always changing.
I am the future, unwritten in stone.
I am the salty tears of the ocean.
I am an angel, without a home.

I am a woman, that cries out for mercy.
I am a demon that prays in the dark.
I am the musician that plays no music.
I am an ember, a fire's last spark.

I am the summer, and once was the autumn,
The coldest winter and most radiant spring.
I am a bird with new hope,
With new wings and songs to sing.

I am a child, afraid to look forward.
I am a man, afraid to look behind.
I am a feather, that keeps on flying,
I am the darkness that melts into light.

I am the knowledge that has been rejected.
I am the cloud, that brings forth rain.
I am a goddess, that heeds destruction.
I am the one, that cries for your pain.

I am the music box that sings ever softly,
Waiting for someone to hear its melody.
I am a labyrinth full of questions,
Riddles with no answers and new sites to see.

I am a slave, torn away from freedom.
I am a bird, caught in a golden cage.
I am the poet, lost without rhythm.
I am a reader, who can't turn a page.

I am a flute, that sings of peace.
I am a child that sees what is true.
I am a product of this earth’s nature.
I am what makes the sky azure blue.

I am a fool caught in a web,
Of hopes, fears, and forgotten dreams.
I am a nightmare, looming within you,
Making you weary, making you scream.

I am a statue whose beauty is broken.
I am a tongue that doesn't shed lies.
I am the water that cleanses your spirit.
I am a person that doesn't yearn to die.

I am an arrow, shot by cupid.
I am a lonely spirit in the forest.
I am the song that needs no singing,
I am a ghost finally put to rest.

I am the mage, instrument of evil,
Enchanting your spirit, capturing your heart.
A puppet of love, pulling you together,
Then little by little tearing you apart.

I am your conscience, making you weary.
I am your mind, making you dream.
I am the voice in your ear, whispering.
I am the fear that makes you scream.

I am all that is broken.
I am the black in a raven's eye.
I am a dream that lingers forever.
I am the limit found beyond the sky.

I am the past, and I am the future,
A whirlwind of nonsense, a mystery.
I am a paradox with riddle,
With no one to solve or comprehend but me.

I am a dancer, yet without a partner.
I am the sorrow, without dismay.
I am the happiness that lurks in the shadows.
I am a dog that has gone astray.

I am a believer that believes…. in nothing.
I am a baby that no longer cries.
I am the taste of honey on your lips.
I am a person that has touched the sky.

I am a novel, yet without an ending.
I am a red rose caught in full bloom.
I am a daffodil that grows in winter.
I am a temple encrypted with runes.

I am the mist, born from the ocean,
With rolling hills of blue evergreen.
I have found hope in the rising tide,
Because it has sheltered and protected me.

I am the tears of Amaterasu.
I am an angel born from the sea.
I am the gentle wind of Autumn.
I am the daughter of Adam and Eve.

I am a spider caught in its own web.
I am a remnant of something once warm.
I am a wolf that no longer howls.
I am the bird that sings in the morn'.

I am a princess, banished from her kingdom,
Cursed and doomed to forever walk alone.
I am vagabond with no compass,
No map, and no shelter to call a home.

I am a book that hasn't been opened.
I am a quill that no longer writes.
I am a leaf that keeps on changing.
I am an owl that glides through the night.

I am a dreamer, caught in her own world.
I am a thorn can that rip you apart.
I am a nightmare, something left unspoken.
I am the promise for a broken heart.

I am the daughter of Athena.
I am the goddess of my own fate.
I am the one with power.
I am someone who draws lines for hate.

I am the snow of the dreary winter.
I am the spirit of gentle spring.
I am the heat of radiant summer.
I am a bird that in Autumn, sings.

I am an artist, without a paintbrush.
I am a dreamer without a fantasy.
I am a poet without inspiration.
I am the evil found within beauty.

I am a journal, blank and waiting,
For someone to write in with blood red ink.
I am the sunrise, and the sunset,
Primrose and twilight, making the sky pink.

I am the dove and I am the raven.
I am someone that can fly with tattered wings.
I am the one with power to keep on going.
I am someone who lives with old dreams.

I am the product of an untold story.
I am the past hidden in the new.
I am the future hidden in the forlorn.
I am the dark star that calls to the few.

Euphonious melody, my voice keeps on singing,
I am the wind singing your lullaby.
“close your eyes and fly away love,
Hush now, darling, don’t you cry.”

I am the fire that looms within you.
I am a figment of your insane mind.
I am a riddle without an answer.
I am a maiden that is out of time.

I am a flower rejected by nature.
I am a woman with no regrets.
I am a photograph that is fading.
I am a memory you will forget.

2009-06-06T19:57:00.004+08:00

Please don't tell me not to cry
Please don't say there was a reason why
You don't know what I am feeling
Or how much Im hurt
The wet spots are from tears on the collar of my shirt
You think I should go on with my life
Forget about it and be strong ?
But deep down I am sad , and I don't want to go along
I don't expect you to understand why
For no apparent reason I break down and start to cry
My life has changed , you see
And that is why I am not acting like the same old me
So please don't try to act like nothing happened
Because you changed my life forever
I will never be the same again
Not today , Not tomorrow , but never
The best thing you can do now is just be there
Just like always , My friend ?
My broken heart is hurting badly
And it will never be mend .

If tears could build a stairway , and memories were a lane
I would walk up to heaven , and bring you back again
No farewell words were spoken , no time to say goodbye
You were gone before I know it , And only God knows why
My heart aches in sadness and many tears will flow
What it means to lose you , No one will ever know
To remember all the happy times , life still has much in store
Since you will never be forgotten , I pledge to you today
A hallowed place within my heart , to where you will always stay

This is a song of what I am feeling now .

2009-05-19T14:25:00.003+08:00

You Will Always Be My Baby

I don't run away from you , I walk away slowly and it kills me inside to know that you don't even try to stop me from walking away .
You think Im so tough , but...I just never let you see me cry .
You smiled and asked me what's wrong , I said Nothing , then I turned around and whispered Everything .
I'm going to smile like nothings wrong , talk like everything perfect , act like its all a dream , and try to pretend that its not hurting me .

I still love you and probably will still love you for a very long time .
I know I have said goodbye so many times before , but all the roads leads me back to you .
But now as i say goodbye , I have this feeling I will never see you again .
But somehow I know , I have to move on with my life and get over you .
Like what my friend said , we can't forget someone we loved , even if we want to , we can't .
Love cannot be forgotten , no matter how hard we try , and how much we think we can ease the pain , It will always be there , FOREVER !!!

2009-05-14T13:28:00.004+08:00

★ Longing To Be With You❤

I can't concentrate , I think i am going to die
I am really missing you , Without you I can't fly
It feels like you are miles away , But our distance is only small
Damn I just want to be with you , Damn these brick walls
I want to be with you , These are things keeping you away
Forever in your arms , To where I want to stay
Everyday I sit and think , About you and me
Us together , no one else , Only us young and free
This pain gives me strength , That is the beauty of it all
Even though the joy , Is only very small
I want to be with you , Forever in your arms
But the distance is keeping up on me , And putting me through harm
How I long to be with you , On those cold and lonely nights
How I wish we could stop , With all these fights
I just want it to be us , Loving one another
Only us no one else , Just us with each other
Until that day arrives , I will keep on wishing
And put up with the pain , That god keep on dishing
I love you so much , That I will wish upon a star
I will always be wondering , Where you are
If you are safe , If you are glad , If you are happy , Or whether you are sad
I will be missing you , And your warm embrace
Until the day I'm with you , I will miss seeing your face

2009-04-26T16:11:00.002+08:00

Hello readers , its been almost a month since I last blog , well let's continue
Yesterday night , Patrick , Weiliang , Joohoe , KuanYao , Chingek , Jiemin and I went to Tampines mall to ate Long John Silvers
Then went to watch Fast&Furious4 the movie was awesome
I rate it a 5/5 , you guys should go watch it
The movie started at 11.45pm , so we went to the arcade and played
Then bought popcorn and went in
After the movie , we decided to went to GrandLink played LAN till morning 5+
Then cabed home
Tagged me , Hee =X

Baby , I'll wait for you <3

2009-03-30T19:09:00.003+08:00

I DUN FEEL LIKE UPDATING NOW!!!!!
FUCK UP ABT SOMETHING!!
DUN ASK MI WAT!!!

2009-03-25T16:00:00.003+08:00

Never blog for a long time as there nothing to blog about
Today,morning went to sku
Then almost late then went to hall for sex talk...BORING!!
Then when just nice finish sex-talk then got fire sia
The entire school evacuated immediately to the basketball court
Then the whole school got a lecture from our vice principal
Then the whole school got dismissed back to their classrooms
Then our form teacher did a spot-check on the whole class but none of us got caught
Waited till 11am den can go eat
After recess had 3 periods den when home already
Today so shiok sia..haha
After sku went to bubbletea with Shuyi and Meisan
Then Home Sweet Home
I'm super BORED now,dying to go out sia..
Anyone who is free,ask mi go out leh
Ok la,till here readers..
Hee =X

2009-03-21T22:09:00.002+08:00

Today woke up 9.50am
Straight away went to prepare for my trip to Wild Wild Wet
Packed and went alone,Lonelyness!
Took bus to Paya Lebar then trained to Pasir Ris
Reached there waited for Aidah to gimme the free entry tickets..Hee =x
Then went to change then met Aidah's mum and sis they were very freindly
Aidah and I went to the "Shiok River" for many many many rounds,Uncountable!
Then i felt hungry so we went to get KFC,Yummy!
During the time we were eating,Aidahs's mother's frens came
They sat in front of us and were eating too,their names are Joanne & Jasmine they were sisters
Joanne is 19(Hawt) and Jasmine is 25..i got to know two new frens
Joanne ambition is to be a teacher,now she is studying her poly 2nd year then Jasmine i'm not sure..Oops i only ask Joanne,hehe =X
It started raining and there were lots of ligthing,everyone has to come out of the water BORING!
After the rain cool down abit,we were allowed entry back to the pools
Then i chiong arh,ran like hell and was the first one to reach the Ular-lah
Waited for them to came up but oni the sisters came up,Aidah was no where in sight
After coming down the ride,i went to look for her,she said she didnt know where i went
I was like wthella,but nevermind i dun blame her as i never told her where i was intending to go
We went to the "Shiok River" again and made many rounds
Then we went to the Wave pool play Float catching,it was loads of FUN!
Then it started raining again,BORING!
We then decided that its time to go home and went to change,the boys toilet 1st time i see so packed sia,must wait 10mins to get into the shower,do not wish to further elaborate
Then Aidah,her mum,her sister and myself went to E-Hub as there were loads of $2coupons to be use and can be used anywhere in the building but mostly is on FOOD
After that we went to flagg a cab and went home
After we arrived at Circuit road,Aidah's mum gave me a box of cake
Then i went Home Sweet Home
Thank You Aidah's mum,the cake was totally DE-LI-CIOUS!
And now here i am typing
Had a great day today..hope we get to go another time!
Ok,im going to grab my dinner now
Takecare Readers!Hee =X

2009-03-18T23:37:00.004+08:00

Woke up at 10am

Bath all that,bla,bla,bla

Turn on my lappy,busy chatting in msn till 1.15pm

Then pack all that,went swimming with Ben,KuanYao,Jootong and myself at Geylang East Swimming Complex

Swim awhile then decided to Sun-tan..hahas

It was freaking HOT man..The sun light from the scorching sun is burning my flesh..Ouch!

Then went to hawker and eat chicken rice

Head back to Circuit road then slack at fren house

Then decided to go BubbleTea as it was BORING!

Slack at BBT awhile den headed back den receive info from LinLin abt smth

So i go meet her,we went to 64 slack the whole day from 5-7+

Then my stomach was like Growling..so paiseh sia

Say hungry then in the end only eat FrenchFries

Went to BBT again with LinLin & Gary..

Waited for Ryan to come..

Then go back 64 slack again for abt 30mins liddat

Then send LinLin to busstop

Then went home put things then go down eat again

This time i ate chickenwing+rice

Then went Home Sweet Home

Today was a boring day indeed

Nothing interesting happen

Oh well,readers please kindly tagg mi while ur leaving..Thnx!

2009-03-17T21:15:00.006+08:00

Recently,nothing much going on...

Yesterday morning had to go to sku for english oral

I did horrible for my oral I think

After that Laurel and Shuyi went to my house see puppies..haha

Then they headed home..BORED to death at home

Today went to sku in the morning for Geog supplementary class

didn't really pay attention as im HUNGRY!

After Geog wanted to go eat Mac then they suddenly said no more breakfast then dun go

I was like ''Wahlao'''then went straight home

Went to ate with Jootong

After that met up with Shuyi,I said i must finish my homework by today

Suddenly i felt so SICK,feel like fainting then decided to go home

Shuyi accompanied me to the busstop as she was afraid that i fainted,Appreciate it lots..Thnx!

Reach home straight away i went to SLEEP MODE

And now im here blogging..feeling much better now

I want to watch a movie called PUSH

^^^^The picture is up there^^^^

Haven't watch yet but soon

Its story is like jumper;people with extraordinary powers

Okay,till here..

Update soon thnx for your kind attention!

2009-03-15T23:58:00.000+08:00

Today morning wake up 9+

I felt sick,got fever and sore throat

Still decided to eat Mac..hahas

Then around 3+ went out with Joohoe,Jootong,Kuanyao,Chingek n myself to bugis

Went there to celebrate Chingek advance Birthday,bla,bla,bla

Straight away went to the FoodCourt and grab something to eat

After that went shopping for Joohoe's slipper

Walk up walk down walk here walk there oso cannot find the suitable one

Finally we arrived at 77th street,there they found the ones they were looking for

Gave a Sigh of Relief as i was lazy to walk any much further..hahas

Then walk,walk decided to get an ICECREAM..Yummy!

We decided to watch a movie called Race to Witch Mountain...

^^^^The picture of the movie is up there^^^^

The movie was totally AWESOME!!

After the movie,went to eat again but now its steamboat

We ate and ate and ate den talk talk about craps!!

Then took a bus to Lavender then Joohoe's mum drove us back to circuit road

Then Home Sweet Home

And here i am using my lappy

Okay,Tomorrow morning gotta wake up early yah

Got English Oral leh

Okie dokie readers,its late already

post some other time bahh

Bye!

Holiday has STARTED!!

2009-03-14T13:49:00.000+08:00

Today woke up at 9am

Need to go sku take Progress Report Book

Bath all that,bla,bla,bla

Then went sku,WOAHmy results CMI,Fail 3 subjects

Don't wish to elaborate on which

I hate this march holiday,got tons of homework to do

Just now met Shuyi at Singpost do science homework

In the end we did maths,if i don't buck up now my 'N' Level sure fail

Shuyi is now my maths tutor LOL! Shuyi have improved a lot in all her subjects sia

I feel so DUMB!!!!

we did maths half way den chit-chat none stop talking about craps!!

Ate Mac for dinner

Then went home around 7+, then Home Sweet Home...

Tomorrow don't know going where,Go study with shuyi or go catch a movie with my peeps

Having English Oral on Monday,i haven't prepared at all

Okay till then...

Here are some of the pile of things that we have done at Singpost...
Such a MESS!